Okay, so a few weeks ago someone that was once very very close to me, called and told me they were trying to come to my city to see me. While, they did this before and I was beyond excited, this time I was hesitant. I was scared because of what I knew happened for years. I loved this kid, I did everything possible for him, and I have come to a point in my life that I know I can’t help like I used to anymore. So, when he asked what I was doing and if I could go see him, I was too busy, working the next four days with the night time only off. I couldn’t leave work like I would’ve or called out sick like I would’ve a few years ago. No, I had to do things for me, and despite the feelings I had about seeing him, and wanting to deep deep down, I decided against it. Now I’ve seen pictures of him with other friends and I want to be sad, I want to help him and tell him to come back. But I can’t. When do you pass the point of whether you’ll help someone anymore? When the last time you tried they turned it down or it didn’t work out? Or is it when I’ve had enough heartbreak from it, that I can’t?